bad trip

the parts i enjoyed:

a. when one of the persons whom I actually respect approached us and talked about things. she is one of the more real persons in this melting pot of personalities.

b. singing in the wee hours of the morning. no pretensions. love for music. that's it. walang bullsh*t.

the part i hated, which prompted me to leave before i reacted violently (went somewhere to let off steam before coming back):

- when people actually ________ because it was __________. *

* I don't know how to write my reaction on this without sounding like I'm rambling (and offending the persons concerned, but this is my blog and i can write whatever crap i felt like writing).

It's one thing to be indifferent, but its another thing when people are starting to get cruel. I think the fact that someone (a fellow student) actually got hurt this afternoon should be taken into account before we start _________ (yes, people _________. i was sober when this happened and people cannot claim that it was just a figment of my imagination! oh, and people cannot claim that they _______ in good faith. there's no such thing!).

It's christmas and I think we should at least try not to _____ at other people's misfortunes. These people also spent their time, money and energy in order to prepare for that event, respeto lang. Tama, wala namang kinalaman 'yung hindi natin pagpunta doon. Kung ayaw natin, wala silang magagawa dahil karapatan nating mamili kung sino ang mga taong gusto nating makasalamuha. Pero 'wag tayong ______. (Mali; karapatan 'nyo rin palang _______ ang mga taong gusto ninyong ______. Pero shiet, hindi nakakatuwa!) [Sandali, sino ba ako para magsalita? I bet the people concerned would find it very annoying that I wrote about this. Wala akong pakialam kung magalit kayo.]

What if it happened to us? Di ba nakakainis? I know that we are "clannish" but this is too much.

"To each his/her own." Sige, bahala na kayo pero next year pupunta ako 'don.

[some parts deleted. peace on earth :)] But this is a very bitter pill and i need help in swallowing it.

Merry Christmas pala!